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Forgive me father for I have sinned.

Hate! I'm your hate when you want love. I'm your pain when you can't feel, I'm your truth telling lies, I'm inside open your eyes, I'm you. If it's not a sin to feel the euphoria that we all feel when we fall in love, why is it a sin to enjoy the euphoria we feel when we are turned on? Nobody can help the feelings they have. We only live once why not enjoy the emotions our bodies naturally produce? I am not one to filter myself especially when it comes to emotions. I am animated and dramatic and the world will feel how I feel. Sometimes your emotions are expected to be hidden because the other sinners hide theirs to be pure in the eyes of the Lord. No matter who I'm hiding it from, I have a hard time at it. I am passionate and I'm not ashamed.
Elizabeth was a timid, follower with kind eyes that taught Sunday school. She enjoyed it, had many friends and was content with her boring husband who is the Deacon of the Church. Not that he had authority but b…

HATE! I'm Your Hate!

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"Hate! I'm your hate. I'm your hate when you want love." I choked back the lump in my throat to avoid butchering the sweet melody. I have fallen off the path to righteousness, performed many unholy acts for cash, consumed illegal, disgusting drugs, lied and was cruel to the love of my time but I have to draw the line somewhere. I will not disrespect Metallica! "Elizabeth, just come to my office." He didn't even try to conceal the heavy sigh escaping his throat, the irritation was present in Father Joplin's voice but, this is my sacred time and he will follow the rules.  "With all due respect, Father, this is my time, K?"  How rude is this cat? Now let me get my James persona going again. "Elizabeth, you have fallen from the well-beaten path. You are blinded by drugs, you can't see a thing. If you have been encouraged to alter the past hoping that you can repair deep damage and reverse what's done, you have been promised only l…

Be my Death or My Forever

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Waking up to find my pillows and face soaked from the immediate pain resulting in crying, usually goes away rather quickly when the fantasy begins. The feel of my athame penetrating Anne's throat starts playing on the big screen in my mind which leads me to the question of who can be sad when the thing they lust for most makes its appearance? "Yes dear, she will feel our wrath. Do you have any ideas?" Rowan pops up whenever the chance of revenge presents itself. "I have many ideas. Not sure how I'm pulling it off aside from beating the shit out of that ugly whorebag."  I say matter of factly.  "Ah, ah, ah."  My mother warns as she shakes her finger back and forth.  "Be smart, kid. Don't get yourself in more trouble. You have an active protective order on you. Fighting in public isn't smart."  Feeling my temperature rising I throw my hands up and let the tears fall. "I don't know then, mother! Since you know all how about…

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